FLICK!

Love really moves in MYSRTERIOUS ways. You just have to really notice and appreciate it once its there.

I'm tired of the "HELLO/HU U?" relationship. What I want now is a "I-WAS-STARING-AT-YOU/I-SAW-YOU-FIRST" type of fling. NO. I don't want a fling. I want a serious one. I need a serious one and I'm sure I can get one - I just need to make sure this time it's for real. 

I'm not hurrying things up. I just want to experience the kind of happiness that I deserve. It's been a long time since I've been into a serious, REALationship. Now I'm willing to wait. I'm willing to take all my chances.

Of Cheesecakes

　

　

I was having a conversation with a friend – a special friend.

　

SHE: tnx. Pinasaya mo araw ko. Ü

ME: araw-araw mong pinapasaya mundo ko. Ü

　

I don’t know when was the last time I felt exactly the same thing I was feeling now. Or maybe iba talaga ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Ilang relasyon na rin ang pinasok ko pero isa lang ang alam ko na sigurado – hindi ako nakukuntento at hindi ako naging masaya. Siguro dahil alam ko rin ang dahilan kung bakit ganun ang nangayayari – dahil alam ko na hindi ang ganitong klaseng relasyon ang hinahanap ko pero dahil nandun na ako ay pinipilit ko pa rin na maniwala na magiging ayos ako. PERO LAGI AKONG MALI kaya madalas ay palpak.

　

Alam ko na ang nararamdaman ko ngayon ay minsan lang darating or baka nga hindi na ulit dumating. Kaya ngayon pa lang ay sinisiguro ko na sa sarili ko na hindi ko papakawalan ang ganitong klaseng pagkakataon. At sisimulan ko yan sa pagiging totoo sa nararamdaman ko.